hai...

nth good happens eh....think about it....how many times have u put urself in the good light juz by giving twists to reality...?how many times have u displaced momentary sweetness juz to show urself as a nice person and to get things in ur way...?how many times have u selected conversation partners with respect to how they are able to delude u with wad u want to hear and wad u think is rite?these happens...not tryin to be self righteous here...but if it happens all the time...something is terribly wrong...
hai...very sad...dunno wadz gotten into me...felt something real bad...but juz dunno wad...smth muz have happened to cause this much crap in me....feeling so down...how genuine are u? its smth dat we dun have to explain...we dun have to describe how...the person will noe him or herself...even blunt and offensive ppl can be more genuine than tactful and civilized ppl...
there's a fine line between those hu THINK too much and those hu FEEL too much...
very sad...confused...think i'll juz go to ps and walk walk by myself later...rite blog? maybe go plae plae...den stone stone...rite blog? thx blog....gd advice...

another sad day...

today is another sad day....and im angry....*deep breath*....=D

this is bad retribution...

stupid weather...stupid everything...im watching my diet already...think i gonna chi zai...and drink lotsa water...and eat lotsa fruits...this cannot go on...
happy birthday shuxiang...i nv insult u leh...i toke nv go thru brain...sorrie leh...although u sae ure joking onli...i noe u cant see my blog...hahaa...jeff..u're funnie...hahaha....squealer...u are also funnie...
dat nemo ar...treat me like sub like dat...no edi den find me....grrr...i noe i invisible lar...put me first team can not...so bad leh....haha...nvm la...alwayz like dat....tak bai an ni kuan...
heh heh...maybe sunday going study wif you...first time leh....hope i will be better by sunday....really gotta watch my diet liao...still feeling zi bei....sadly....very zi bei....u ppl dun try to fu yan wo k...tell me nonsense stuff....dun be afraid to tell the truth...u can insult me...if i noe is true one and not many ppl around dat is hor...i dun mind one la....dun need to console me lor....bu yao ke lian wo....i not lame lor....still can walk....haha...bye blog....dun see i haha to u think i very happie k...i'm not at all....toopid blog...

today...was weird...

hmm...went out...saturday and sunday feels the same...kind of do the same things...haha...haiz...so weird...why must things always be so bad...nv done anithing right...nv had anithing good happening...so suay...pls let me be better...bye blog...

heh...

yesterday was quite a hurry as i rushed home...dunno wad might happen u noe...lucky nth much...haha...nice toking to u on the phone...if u noe hu im tokin bout...didnt expect the conversation to be so smooth...hope ur day goes well...
im going out soon bloggy...dun think im neglecting u k...i dun toke much coz i dun have much to sae...and i forgot wad to say to u sometimes...sorrie to make u blue bloggy....

today is a sad day...

*SAD DAY* bye blog...

hmmm....

weird....weird feeling....possible? maybe not....

rainy day...

rainy day...so boring...hai...sadded...im so useless...i feel so zi bei leh blogg...why u so good...so many ppl think ure useful...although u poor thing keep getting used...hai...im ugly...face hair...everything...i have no talents...im not tall and hunky...i dun have unique characteristics...and im not from a prestigious sch...not rich too...so sad rite....hai...u all idiots...to idiots out there...u noe hu u are....PUTA!!
hai...thx for ur consolation la ah zhen...but i noe myself...hai...it's saddening how frens for so long u all still dun understand me...do u noe the topics dat i tend to avoid talking about? do u noe how i feel all the time? think the person hu gets the closest answer is xiao bai le...but so long nv see xiao bai...hai...k la...forgot wad i wanna sae already...all ur fault la u blog! okee bye bye...

when the dao become undao and the undao become dao...

juz to fascinate u my tupid blog...recently...ppl arnd me have moved quite a bit...*copy and paste the title*...that's all...im fascinated too...haha...cya bloggg....

hai...

blog blog blog...im so demoralised...wad to do...hai...so sad u noe...wad u doing now blog...muz be listening to more ppl...envy u...so patient...although u are kind of quiet...u must have a sad story behind too eh...nv hear u talk b4...hai...been plaeing gunbound again...hahaa...gonna be a fish...heh...but also sian la...not much patience...hmmm...everyday so boring...nothing to look forward to at all...must be retribution rite...i noe...blog...ure smart...but dun overestimate urself though...its no good...
for someone out there who i noe u noe everybody noes....u are like a chameleon...changin and changin...whr's ur core personality? u noe wad u wan...u noe wad u are...but u confuse urself but denying it...why wld u wanna do dat for....if u like a person juz admit it....dun think its noble to stay silent and be wif the person when she's in need....it wont work...and its dumb....and acting weird wont help too....hah....u noe hu u r....u weren't like dat before....wad confused u..? ponder my fren....stop being someone u are not...stop tryin being someone u are not....