hai...

nth good happens eh....think about it....how many times have u put urself in the good light juz by giving twists to reality...?how many times have u displaced momentary sweetness juz to show urself as a nice person and to get things in ur way...?how many times have u selected conversation partners with respect to how they are able to delude u with wad u want to hear and wad u think is rite?these happens...not tryin to be self righteous here...but if it happens all the time...something is terribly wrong...
hai...very sad...dunno wadz gotten into me...felt something real bad...but juz dunno wad...smth muz have happened to cause this much crap in me....feeling so down...how genuine are u? its smth dat we dun have to explain...we dun have to describe how...the person will noe him or herself...even blunt and offensive ppl can be more genuine than tactful and civilized ppl...
there's a fine line between those hu THINK too much and those hu FEEL too much...
very sad...confused...think i'll juz go to ps and walk walk by myself later...rite blog? maybe go plae plae...den stone stone...rite blog? thx blog....gd advice...