so boring...

so boring...home so early...and all alone...without food...its weird how people suddenly turn into another person in juz seconds...not as in mood swings...but changes in values...is being selfish and mean juz a defense mechanism? is that a valid reason for people to be mean and selfish? weird...doubt it...evil means evil...although all is evil...but there will be the eviler...hahaha...still so empty...aimless...nth to look forward to...hope somebody faster get into my life and give me the spark again...lost it for so long already...but kinda impossible...coz im not really doing anithing...