another boring day...

boring day...as usual...alot on my mind...dun noe how to start...hmm...i'll start frm here den...hmmm...SAD!!! after so long...i still feel the void in my heart...there's something there...but that big hollow thing is takin up all the bloody space!!! screwed lor...
why is it so difficult to find someone who can truely converse with me...and the ones i find are far away...sad eh...im suay...hah...i've been very bo liao...getting more and more sadistic...haiz...sad...i hate my face...pls get better...i need my self esteem...